Tuesday, September 25, 2012
I can hardly believe that I became a mother 23 years ago today. It started as something on Oprah -- the ex and I watched some episode about older parents, and he decided that we needed to have a baby immediately, so that he wasn't too old to play with it.
We were 26.
And then we waited. I finally became a bit suspicious, and stopped at the lab on my way out of work at Orlando Regional. I talked the lab tech into drawing a pregnancy test on me, with promises to call me at home with the results, once the test was done. Well, dontcha know, it was positive. Now, way back when, I had asked the ex how he wanted me to go about telling him, should we ever actually have the stick turn pink. He said he just wanted me to hand him something to do with a baby, and he would know. So I ran to the store and bought a baby bib. I think it said I Heart Daddy. Ironically, on the way home, the radio was playing Danny's Song, by Anne Murray: "People smile and tell me I'm the lucky one, and we've just begun, Think I'm gonna have a son...."
We were living in an apartment at the time, so I went home, tied the baby bib to the door knocker, and then just waited. After a while, in walks the ex, who says "what the heck is that thing hanging on the door?" "What," I said, in my most innocent tone. "I don't know," he said, while he opened the door and pointed. "I don't know -- get it off of there and see." "Oh, it's a baby thing. What the heck is that doing there?" I just looked at him. Raised a brow even. Waited. And waited. "What?""I'm pregnant."
It took a minute to register, and then the questions began. Who did the test? How reliable was it? Was the person properly trained? Was I sure? And then the all time favorite --- "can I call my mom?" All-righty then. (This scene was replayed -- in its entirety -- about a year later when I found out I was pregnant with Jill. And again it ended with "can I call my mom?" It still cracks me up.)
That fall, I gave birth to the happiest, quietest baby ever to grace the planet. He's still pretty quiet, and definitely happy. He looks a lot more like Grizzly Adams now. But one day, if I'm very, very lucky, he will find the right girl, and have a conversation that ends with "can I call my mom?"
Happy birthday, Thomas. Your mama loves you.3>